Wow, I'm a mixture of emotions.
I'm really stressed, but yet, I'm very happy, and I see some good out of living in this place now.

My college classes are kicking my ass! And I'm not exaggerating at all. It's not that they're hard, it's the fact that my teachers are absolutely HORRIBLE! I've never had teachers this bad in my whole life. >.>
And unfortunately, I do not have the option of getting a new teacher, because well, There aren't any! UGH!

Other than that, schools been alright.
Still hate it though. xD

I've been thinking about going to culinary school. I cook and bake very well, and I really enjoy it. So I guess I'll see how all of that goes. lol.

I've made some good new friends so far, but I miss my friends in Daytona/ Ormond beach more and more everyday! It kills me not having them with me. :/
But, I'm getting my new car in October, and I'm going to see them every chance I get. They mean the world to me. <3

Recently, I've been the happiest I've ever been in a long time though.
I met someone who has really turned things around for me, and he makes me feel amazing. I know I've said that shit before, but this is honestly the truth. I felt an instant connection, I've felt feelings that I've never had before, and I'm not letting this one slide away. No no no, never. <33

I want to take a long road trip soon, I wanna explore and get out of the walls of this state. I haven't been out of here in a while, I wanna get out of the east coast, I wanna go to Cali or something, who doesn't wanna go there? lol. I want to go with some special people and make memories no one will ever forget. Man, that sounds amazing right now.

Anywho, I'm ranting and babbling about everything, so >.>
I'll sum this up.

Things are getting better, slowly, but surely, but better.
And I hope this continues to happen. :]<3